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14 years and counting, unofficially. So... 🤫 Sadly, it cannae be made official until Scotland becomes an independent country. 😆

I don't know anymore... more miserable, angry and apathetic than I was a few days ago. It annoys me that arguments about trivial things is the norm whenever either of my older sisters visit my mother and I. And it's always me who gets left asking: "WTF was that about...?!" :mad: 😔 And trying...

Conflicted. Troubled. Angry. Frustrated. Depressed. Miserable. All the afoarementioned. Basically, I'm struggling... and don't really know what to do for the best. As far as what's best for me, anyway. Not that my mother accepts that. As she's still constantly discouraging me, and making every...

For the first time in 4 years I just feel like breaking down in tears. 😟 🥺😢 Sick of trying to help, or being emotionally guilt-tripped into doing so. Every time I try and my mother, she just makes excuses then acknowledges that she "needs me". Which is how it's been since I was 15. Same old...

The Old Guard - 8/10 A lot better than I was expecting, but a bit slow to start with as far the establishing the plot goes.

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Absolutely dreading helping my mother clear out the wardrobes in her bedroom. 😟 She said had a look in them today, this afternoon - but never admitted this when I shouted through from my room, asking her what she was doing - and nearly broke down in tears as she went back downstairs to the...

Pissed off and annoyed that I'm still kept outta the loop on things by my family. I'm always the last to know or I don't find out about something unless I ask about it. Or I'll get informed at the last minute and caught off guard, which is only time I react by getting angry. Other than that, I'm...

I'm struggling with self-doubt lately. Which, in turn, has triggered feelings of depression and inadequacy. And brought back some awful memories from my younger years that have, obviously, left a lasting impression on me. I hate feeling like this... 😔😟

Self-doubt has crept its way back in... and I'm not sure how to best deal with these intrusive thoughts. It's not that I doubt my abilities as such; more so that I kinda feel like the last few years have been a bit of a fluke. In that, I'm not as knowledgeable as my guitar playing would make me...

Better late than never... Thanks. Cheers!! 😁(y)

Just had a wee look through the notifications on my SoundCloud account, and... Either some people on there are giving me way too much credit as a guitarist - comparing my guitar playing style to Eddie Van Halen and Buckethead... o_O🤯 - or maybe I really am that good? 🤔 Even though I'm reluctant...

Oh, thanks for that suggestion, lily. (y)

Looks like a pretty good photo to me, lily. A lovely day to go for a walk by the look of it. 🙂(y)

Tired. Glad that I'm getting better, though. I just wish my sore throat would hurry up and go away. Not so happy that my oldest sister thought it funny to joke to me that I'll be caring for her and our mother when they get older. Mainly because I'm already caring for our mother as it is — have...

Feeling a lot better today. That day just laying in bed really, really helped. I'm blocked up and dizzy, but not as badly as I was at the weekend or yesterday.

Way worse than I did at the weekend. I'm still dizzy, to the point where - after getting up to go downstairs to use the toilet at around 7 am, and seeing how knackered I looked after catching a glimpse of myself in the bathroom mirror - I've decided to just stay in my bed today. I hate feeling...

Not feeling well... again! Sore throat, dizziness. Lacking in energy. That's the second time this year, in just a few months, that I've came down with this. Which annoys me, because that means, yet again, having to rest up and put the plans I had on hold. And I was ready to go and get things done.

Aside from my sleep pattern being off - I keep waking up at 5 am or half past 7 in the morning - and not being able to get back to sleep again, I'm feeling a lot better than I was last week. Just trying to refocus and keep myself positively motivated to keep from dwelling on the negative.