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Forgiving my own sins to stop the trouble playing god i see my soul atop the holiest of alters For one brief second i feel so fortunous To make amends some other day to break the trends is killing me. I close my eyes just to be free from you and i trust my mind to ignore the fog cause...

Yeah, so i will do my best but i have been thinking about this for awhile on and off now and still i am completely unsure of what happened. Alright so i just read up on CBT (cognitive behavior therapy) and thinking back in my past i can remember key moments and things that my best friend has...

Those eye's are lookin bright I see em shinin white light, Every one is so invitin, what a natural sight Everybody is feelin right tonight. Yeah look at these fine people to my right Take a look at all the women dancin to the music. Every Body claps to the beat Enough smiles to fill a sea, so...

yeah... ny, massachusetts, conneticut, ect.

That someone you know like a family member will read this stuff? I know that i am. I would feel ashamed and embarassed but i swear its not in a bad way towards like any of you just the topics we discuss i suppose?

I have a myspace. Its probably been a year since i have last checked it besides just 30 minutes ago. Man i havnt been depressed in awhile. not like alittle sad but fuc*in depressed.. I used to have so many friends a girlfriend and not a care in the damn world. I never deleted any of my comments...

i was just stumbling around the net and read something kind of interesting but i dont know if its true. Apparently if you do not have dreams then it is generally associated with personality disorders. So do you dream? i know i dont dream all the time but i have had dreams.

well like just now actually... i saw this thing on a show i was watching it was stupid but hear me out. There was a group of people and one of them was pretending to talk to someone on a donut like it was a phone. lol i know stupid but he was trying to be funny and he then hands the donut to...

Well theres been a lot of times that i could be hanging out with friends and i start panicking and thinking that like if they start to laugh its something about me. Also if i dont really hear something they might have said then i also feel like it was about me. One time in particular i was at my...

ever be defeated?.. i mean the anxiety of course.. and for my sitaution i also mean the panic attacks.. the paranoia.. the shame.. i can be happy, almost like i am just like other people. i wanna know is it possible to be like that all the time? someone please tell me...

My eyes are blue, my blood is red,i am human Thats what they said, yeah like i could think im just like every body else. My image staring back at me like another conscious mind berating me. Im such an... anamoly something must be...wrong with me please god come find me and i swear im not gonna...