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  1. Confuseddd

    Poem "Believe"

    I dont know if im done with this yet, might add more to it later but for now this is it also i was thinking , should i call it anything, everything ? be a child inside, safe from pain and too young to die Hold your head up high, make believe your 20 feet off the ground Floating there with a...
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    Dont read this one , pretty pointless....

    I dont get it? Why do the posts that matter on this site have the least amount of views? Now keep in mind i dont necessarily dislike these posts! Why do pointless posts like..... "LETS COUNT TO INFINITY GUYS" get more views and more feedback then ones where people are asking for help or...
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    Must read article ...

    Text of Steve Jobs' Commencement address (2005) Please.. read and take it for what you will Well... enjoy :)
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    The systematic Dissembly of a Soul

    the systematic dissembly of a soul Step by step we kill the pieces of a whole Preaching like religion till the substance is destroyed No one will see what we have done, the blame is any ones No one will point the finger here, the truth is it was everyone Sorry little boy i guess this means...
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    Weekend getaways!

    Hey , so its almost the weekend for some of us, (depending on time zones) and well , i know that we dont get out much. Weekends suck because we are home the entire time. So lets make some little goals ?? :) Take a walk to town? Or go to a bar? Doesnt matter what, as long as your out of the...
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    any one there?

    yeah, you know im really starting to think im a manic depressive.. I can feel so down sometimes, just from listening to a song on occasions.. i went out today? I got home and bam. I feel so depressed? Like the world loses its meaning. Like the very people that care about me are meaningless? I...
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    Poetry "Alone"

    seems like every one is worried ... about someone else.. Seems like people always in a hurry... to another's soul ... I keep my silly worries, all to my self Breaking insides no worry to anybody else.. So Alone is where i lye.. slowly waiting to die speaking pages all inside my head...
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    poetry !

    Not sure of a name but i was thinking just "anxiety" or "phobia" i feel like im on an operating table but the anesthetic wore off I feel like my palms keep sweatin and my throats left with dust I dont need to check my pulse i know my hearts active enough My bloods beating fuel to my head...
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    sweet...

    So, pretty sure i lost my job today. My manager was harassing me all day, she kept telling me i wasnt doing my job even though i was. She was on me all day and she actually came outside while i was doing "carriages" (grabbing the carriages from the corals and bringing em back to the front) But...
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    Is this curable?

    I feel like i build myself up, just so i can get knocked down again. I thought i was making great progress with myself, but almost like its out of my control i get put down afew pegs. I simply cant control how i feel anymore, and i never know when its gonna happen. Today i woke up and it seemed...
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    did you guys know about the chatroom?

    So i just found out we have a chatroom :O any one else out there know about that, or am i alittle behind on the SPW knowledge? lol
  12. Confuseddd

    what i believe.

    I believe you are special. I believe that you and any one else in this world has the ability to do something great. I know you have troubles and i know that it is not always easy, but i believe it is this very suffering, that makes you stronger. It is only what you choose to do with what has...
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    another poem.

    Rolling thunder Trying.... To keep me under.. under the bed.. Sing me a lullaby tell me the world is fine sing to me like im a child and like nothing is wrong tell me that i am strong make me believe in songs and nothing.. Like i am free... Free of gravity so you will cease.. cease to let...
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    Poem no name

    Gravity tuggin on me pullin downwards always against me festering i am growing ignorance is my mystery i find im running from you again I dont need you to break me down again your Cut throat and ignorant minds float above them selfs wisdom and no intellect The devils greatest trick to...
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    so are we all insecure or is it just me or what?

    well i deal with alot of insecurity issues most of the time. I am an extremely insecure person. I mean i dont think im the most attractive but i dont think i am horrible, but my insecuritys can get the best of me if i am not on my guard. Like at work, that is probably one of the biggest reasons...
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    "The Artist"

    and look at all people seeing only the reflection of flaws, drawing conclusions like artwork the paint has dried the memorys have survived and the perseptions will thrive. The cycle grows, perpetuating the motion and feeding off malice build a wall to guard the crumbling temple Curse the skys...
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    sleep is impossible

    another night, its 430 am and i am still awake... again. shi* i just wanna go to sleep. I was just lying there for 2 hours before i decided to get up because i was just getting more and more uncomfortable. Kinda makes having a normal schedule impossible when your up literally all damn night...
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    Some advice please?

    This kid i know , he used to be like one of my best friends, just called and wants to hang out again. Only thing though is we stopped hanging out because he was becoming a prick about my SA and just making fun of me whenever i would have panic attacks(which would make my panic attacks so much...
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    about to get my haircut

    Yeah i know sounds stupid but for me it is causing me GREAT anxiety. In alittle while i will be going to get my hair cut. I am afraid of going into work and any one saying anything about it. i am afraid it will look stupid. I cant stop thinking about it. :(
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    i think we should all watch this, seriously lol

    Laughter Is The Best MedicineVideo
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