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  1. cowboyup

    Buck up sissy pants!

    Well, this is official; I am going to start writing here, journaling, whatever you want to call it. It may not be on a regular basis but I am going to give it a shot :) Lately I have been experiencing emotions I've never dealt with before. Some very personal things I will be sharing here...
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    help...sad/depressed lately

    I am feeling so very sad and depressed lately. But here's an insight as to what's been happening all withing a few weeks: My sister in law is having a baby (good) - my sister is graduating college (awesome) - my sister in law just got laid off work (bad)- another person I know just got laid...
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    Just need to vent VERY SAD tonight

    **fore-warning, if you are feeling a bit down, do not read any further** **also, I know we all have our ups and downs...and my little rant here is nothing compared to what others have or are going through...but this is the first time in my 42 years on earth that this has happened and I don't...
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    I feel dumb.

    I don't have many friends. Mostly, I like to keep to myself - that's just me, and I am OK with that. Also, I never have been in a real relationship/nor in 'love'...again, I am OK with that. But I was introduced to a guy a few years back, by a co-worker - one of her friends. There is about 10 yrs...
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    Paranoid Parrot meme

    I can't stop laughing (and I need the boost today) ... mainly because I SO CAN relate to these memes! Paranoid Parrot meme | quickmeme Please enjoy :)
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    Post what you cannot say

    Hey, RAWZ: I just saw your art on deviantart (I am a member too but haven't posted any works) Your art rocks! Seriously I love it! that is digital art, right? some of it looks like you paint too... I look forward to seeing more of your work!
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    Post what you cannot say

    I just got the courage up to look at a friends webpage. Flash Adams Photography a local photographer and all around cool person. What I cannot say.... Hey you, you are an awesome photographer and I am super envious of you. I know I shouldn't be but I am. You seem to have everything going for...
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    December 21, 2012

    This has been building for a few months now. My brother has been buying a LOT of survival items. He has bought a huge surplus of bullets for his guns (he's a cop so...) bought several knives such as the K-9 bar and other Russian knives; he made a trip to the local Mormon 'shop' to get dried...
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    Pics from Zion Nat'l Park, Utah

    attached are a few pics I took on my recent hiking excursion to Zion National Park in Utah with the family. Thought you might enjoy some peaceful, pretty scenics
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    Eating in public issues anyone?

    Does anyone have any issues about eating in a public place? I do. I get really shy about eating anything in public. I am afraid I'll choke, I feel like everyone is staring at me, the list goes on and on. If you have similar issues, how do you cope other than obvious of just not going out in...
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    anyone get annoyed with people shouting?

    To the point: does hearing people shout at others irritate or frighten you? Do you want to ever say something but are afraid to because you know that person will just yell back? I know we all yell and get annoyed at times, but I mean when you hear others just scream because they can throw their...
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    I've been snubbed

    I just had to read my email! I got one of those 'update' emails from that talent agent I used to work with..(still upset over him giving MY job to the younger girl-his roommate)..He sent out the email to a lot of people, not just me. In it he went on and on and on about how he and the agency...
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    pretentious people .... just some ramblings

    I just read the thread regarding arrogant people. I found responses to be eye opening in that there were some really insightful information and different views to look at people who are arrogant, etc. I feel like they want (or have some weird need) to feel and look so important to others due to...
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    does Facebook stir anxiety? Experiences to share?

    I had a facebook account and deleted it because of stupid, petty things like looking at all the fun things my "friends" posted, photographed, etc. made me jealous, sad, depressed - basically just the opposite of what it is supposed to do - make one feel closer to people, or whatever the frack it...
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    IBS attack, HIGH anxiety all day

    SO tis the season for parties - I guess I got invited to one tonight and have been stressing all day, hoping it would be cancelled, an earthquake would hit or something so I don't have to go. I KNOW I should just go, have fun, end of story. But I've been agonizing over this all *&%! day long...
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    holy cow, I'm all confused!

    :confused: I wish I could figure out men! ... BOYS So, I ventured out a couple times this week, and went to the movies with a guy that I've known for about 4 years ...there's a 12 year difference in age and I am beginning to see his "juvenile" side I guess. Yup this makes me a cougar...
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    What's wrong w/me?

    I'm relatively new here, so here's a bit of background before I go too far. I'm a female in my 40's and have SA as well as panic attacks for about 15 years. I live in Las Vegas so that in itself is over-stimulating (yup go ahead and laugh, I did!) I don't venture out much and have withdrew from...
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