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  1. Apple Strudel

    I stand no chance

    But I can't drop out :( I will be stranded and penniless and probably living on the streets or in my mum's house suffering or whatever, but I feel so god damn miserable day by day. I am getting older and I missed out lots of social life and i'm not enjoying my school or work one bit. I can't...
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    Got a briefing today and actually messed up

    ...because of my anxiety. She was going through the paper with me with each sentence by sentence and I was literally suffocating in my seat as I could feel a panic attack coming up. I actually said something that shocked her a bit and she was opened-mouth for a split second. Anyways, there...
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    I can't take this anymore

    Lately, I've been really depressed about my future (what future?) You see, i'm stuck with a narcissistic stepmum and a dad that listens to her constantly. And then real life isn't going well for me. I've always been asked to get off from my job, getting snubbed in school with only a small...
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    Bad day yesterday and it was my first day of exams!

    Yesterday, during the mornings, everything was going well. I saw people from my school and was a bit shy to came over but I force myself and I did and they even ask me to sit down with them. I chose a seat further away from them though. So eventually, everyone came pouring around the area we...
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    I feel that no matter how well I do, it's useless

    Today in IT class, I was the first to finish and was very good at my work. So, we had to do printing. My teacher helped to print some papers and I did some on my own. And you know, he was holding a staple in his hands and I motion my papers towards him and proceed to hand the papers. I went...
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    Stress easily

    When I heard someone fail a test, I got stress. Whenever i'm in a big mall with tons of people, I feel agitated and stressful. And whenever I imagine myself going into a big college campus with tons of cliques walking around, I feel even stressful, not to mention if I got stuck in a question, I...
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    Feeling Inconfident

    Ok, so I will be having examinations the next month and I studied pieces of here and there and started to attend classes regularly since June. I admitted that I skipped many classes before that, but because I was too busy working and paying my school fees as I just signed up for college classes...
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    An active mind

    Before I go to sleep and just right after I was awake, there would be intrusive thoughts and some of it cause to make me feel down for a while and somehow I tried to fight it, but to no avail. I wonder what is causing those racing thoughts and I wonder who has it?
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    Demoralising advertising

    Okay, whenever I open a thread and look at the contents. The first post on the left will always have this advertisement of people with smirks and smugs and subtitles of put-downs and of course I would be reading a short of post of something so somehow I wouldn't caught the ending of this advert...
  10. Apple Strudel

    It's killing me

    Well, sorry if I sounded like I didn't know where to start because I really don't. Anyways, I've been isolated ever since I've had severe acne on my face and throughout high school, everyone ignores me and people kept hinting me I was ugly. And add to that, I was bullied terribly and the icing...
  11. Apple Strudel

    Depressed about job

    Sad to say, a colleague has been trying her best to bother me but I tried to stood my ground and not be bothered by her. I hate my retail job but I still have like 3 months more to pay off my remaining school fees. So I have to stay for around that period of time...ARRRGHHH. I even had a...
  12. Apple Strudel

    Do you hate your job?

    I do and I don't know how to quit this retail job that i'm having. It's depressing me day by day and I find myself looking at advertisements in the newspaper, internet, everywhere....but i'm just too scared to start a new job all over again. What's more i'm exhausted by the amount of school...
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    How do you cope with very little chance of socialising in school?

    It seems like at work, everyone is so busy with their own jobs to even get to know each other. And what's more, they are split into just two's to fulfill a shift so socializing here is out of the question. At school, we only had a headcount of like 5-10 people and sometimes a certain module is...
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    Endurance in jobs

    How long could you endure in jobs? few days? few weeks? few months? or few years? I find myself quitting at the drop of a hat like every 4-5 months and it's so tiring to find a motivation to stay. It's always either having some problems with a colleague or the work is getting heavier for me. ::(:
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