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  1. Ren Koutaisou

    Smile when you see this

    There's no reason not to smile. There are too many reasons to smile. Just start smiling right now, and I mean it.
  2. Ren Koutaisou

    I think I figured out my main problem

    Ok so for most of this year, I have been wasting time inside the house doing the same things just like the rest of my family members. Now I am starting to really realize that we are all different. I like being out more than anyone but the only opportunities I have to be outside is when I'm...
  3. Ren Koutaisou

    I Really want to change

    Sometimes I am just tired of being shy. Don't get me wrong, it has its advantages. But throughout the years, I've missed too many chances and wasted too many thoughts on my insecurities. Also I have spent too much time in this house. Lately, I've been taking things a lot more lightly, so...
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    Speech/family problems

    I'm really starting to think my fear of talking to people I don't know is not my fault. I actually do like meeting people, aside from the beginning conversation and explaining who I am, what I do, what I want to do, etc. Or rather I USED to enjoy it, when it happened more. Now, I tend to never...
  5. Ren Koutaisou

    5 Positive 5 Negative

    What are 5 of your personal best or favorite traits? Everybody has positive sides to them. I'm going to list 5 of mine. 1. I want to learn Japanese 2. I enjoy being outside 3. I try to help people whenever I have the chance 4. I usually don't get obsessed over things 5. I love to laugh...
  6. Ren Koutaisou

    Stop masturbating!

    I have decided to try again to stop masturbating. I do it almost every day of the week, sometimes twice. I am putting this here so at least someone else knows. I think it will benefit me majorly to quit. If I slip up and do it, I will also post it here. In case this is relevant, I am 22...
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    Falling into loopholes

    I am not in school right now and my hours have been cut at work. There are some things I want to do but I sometimes stick to staying inside and playing video games even when I know I don't want to be doing it. I do the same thing every day at home which is train pokemon. I enjoy it to an...
  8. Ren Koutaisou

    Learning to conversate with everyone

    For most of my life, I have been the shy and quiet person in many of my classes and jobs. I have a lot of trouble starting or keeping conversations flowing. Most of the time, I want to talk to people, but I convince myself that I don't have anything to say. I want to change this very much. I...
  9. Ren Koutaisou

    Me, myself, and I

    Hello. I am obsessed with myself. All I think about is myself, what I look like, what I'm doing, why I'm doing what I'm doing, what I'll do later, why I'll do it later and not now, what I'll eat and why, which muscles of mine need work and why, what other people think of me or what they could...
  10. Ren Koutaisou

    Sex

    Hello. I have never had sexual intercourse, but I have been strongly desiring it for years. I am done with school right now. I work in a restaurant and I don't enjoy it at all. In general, I am pretty antisocial but more specifically untalkative. Usually when I talk, I tend to go on and on...
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