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  1. Social_Monstrosity

    Are you really sensitive?

    I am. So I was in the restroom after seeing Iron Man 2 and I heard some guys whispering "Is that a boy?" from behind me. They thought I didn't hear but I did, and I gotta say that it hurt...I felt like saying something back but I didn't have the courage to. It sucks and I really shouldn't let...
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    Does food make you happy?

    For me, tasty food is an outlet. It makes me happy, yet I know that consecutively it's poisoning my body (I'm 230 lbs now =\). I hate it... Ever since I was bullied at a younger age I've turned to food. Don't get me wrong, I don't go on binge fests, but whenever my mood is sour, I just eat...
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    So who else lays in bed on a laptop all day?

    What a pathetic existence I live. ::(:
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    Anyone else learn certain things at a very late age?

    For example, I learned how to tie my shoes in the 5th grade, learned how to ride a bike in the 6th, mastered my signature just a month or two ago (It's still sloppy!), still don't know how to drive, and I struggle tying my hair back (I have really long hair for a guy). I also lack any sort of...
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    So damn frustrated with going to the movies alone!

    I always go alone and by now I figure I should be desensitized toward it but I still get feelings of anxiety and loneliness. I saw Shutter Island last night, the theater was really full and this group of girls asked me if the seats next to me were taken or not. I said that they weren't and one...
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    I've stopped caring about my appearance.

    I just don't feel that it's worth it, why waste time when nothing will amount from it? I'm unemployed, don't go to school, have zero friends, and stay locked in my apartment all day, why should I care? Why? I'm ugly to begin with, why not accentuate my ugliness with my long, matted hippie hair...
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    I hate my routinely existence.

    1. Wake up between 1-3PM 2. Take shower 3. Eat 4. Play World of Warcraft 5. Browse Internet 6. Eat 7. More WoW/Internet 8. Go to sleep between 3-6AM Rinse and repeat. I just want to change it...I'm terrified though =/ I'm terrified of school (If I get accepted that is...), getting a job...
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    Who hates their smile?

    ::(:::(: I cannot stand mine.
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    Were your parents overprotective?

    Mine definitely were, I feel this, in a way, contributed to my SAD. I'm 18 and I'm still not allowed to go out at night (not that I'd want to, I have zero friends)
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    Suitable jobs for social phobics.

    I am almost 19 now and I figure that I NEED a source of income. I've never had a job in my life and this will be pure hell for me... Any tips? My mother suggested that I work as a stocker at the local book store because it wouldn't require me interacting with many people. I'm keeping my...
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    People ALWAYS interrupting me mid-sentence,

    I'm SO sick of being interrupted when I finally DO attempt to talk. It's just a ****ing slap in the face. My parents especially do this to me. When I try to explain something I always go into a lot of detail and I guess they just don't give a damn about it. Anybody else experiencing this?
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    Muteness.

    Sometimes I cannot even bring myself to speak to people outside my nuclear family. Anybody else experience this? I believe it's called Selective Mutism.
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    Yearning for some affection.

    At this point I don't even care about sex... I'd just love to snuggle with a girl who truly cares for me. I'd love to feel the warmth of her body against mine. Sigh..one can dream can he? Anyone else feel the same?
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    Who else can't sleep?

    I've tried and tried and tried but I simply CANNOT fall asleep before 4 am. I'm beginning to think that I'll never see the morning hours again for the rest of my life.
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    Are you satisfied with your appearance?

    I certainly am not, though I feel a bit more comfortable now that I'm down to 210 lbs from 280. It's a huge relief though I still hate how I look. I'm hairy, pale, have bad oily skin, and tangled long hair. At this point my depression has sank in so deeply that I really couldn't give a shit...
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    I'm such an oxymoron.

    I WANT affection and love from a girl but at the same time I'm scared to DEATH just by the thought of being with one =/
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    Social status as a teen predicts health problems as an adult?

    Social Status as a Teen Predicts Health as an Adult on Yahoo! Health I believe this may hold some truth.
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    Scared ****less of college.

    I graduated high school last Spring and by now I SHOULD be in college but I'm taking a year off of school to try to unwind a bit. Call me weak-willed all you want but high school was hell for me (as I am sure it also was for many of you on this site) and I'm still recovering from it...
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    Sucking at sports.

    Were you never involved in sports at a young age and then forced to participate in one? My dad never encouraged me to partake in any sports and thus I was already at a huge disadvantage. To this day, I still don't know how to play football (Never even THROWN an actual football) and it makes me...
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    Crying...

    Do you cry a lot and if so..do you feel guilty or less manly (If you're a guy) afterwards? I usually cry or get teary-eyed every 2-3 days...
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