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Yep ! But those are the double standards I have to put up with... sadly. :mad: Insignificant, as if I or my perspective doesn't matter. :( Pretty much. But that's mainly based upon my own experience of having no-one willing to actual teach me those skills. So I had to do it myself, despite...

Well... fuck me ! Got peace n’ quiet for most of the day today. Had the house to myself. Though that’s not the most shocking thing that happened the day. Just 24 hours after attending a concert in Glasgow together, I’ve actually managed to teach my oldest sister a song on the bass guitar...

Been in a lotta pain, lately. Physical, mental, emotional — the works. :cry: Between my mother’s health, my own and the seemingly endless arguments. And my oldest sister wonder why ah keep a lot to maself... I’m so fed-up with constantly feeling obligated whenever my family suggests something...

Guess ah better brace for the worst, then... I can’t do this anymore, fuckin’ had enough ! :cry:

Yep ! And I’m the youngest of my siblings, so I can’t stand up for myself without them either taking offence at me doing that, or sarcastically taughting me. Or if I give them a taste of their own medicine n’ treat them how they treat me then, “I’m bullying them” :mad: That’s partly why I never...

Might just be me being too optimistic but... Ah really hope this is the depression I’m currently going through is the yin that does me in. Cuz ah cannae keep on daein this. Being there for folk who could’nae give a fuck about how much time n’ energy I’ve sacrificed in order tae keep them happy...

My mother fell down the stairs this evening - or "slipped" as she put it - after bringing my dinner up to my room. And, of course - naturally - my older sister place most of the blame upon me. Cuz it's always my fault in her eyes... :cry::mad:

Once again I get the fuckin' blame for something that wus'nae even ma fault... :cry:

That is... accurate. :LOL:

If I know everythin’, or know best, as my family constantly claim... Why am I unable to fix a problem that occurred with my laptop? :confused: Oh, aye, it’s cuz I’m not that smart...

Nothing is going right for me... as per fuckin’ usual. :mad: And I’m starting to genuinely hate how my Mum tolerate being treat like $h!% from my sister, yet doesn’t tolerate it from me. :confused:

It's $h!% when ye realise that the only person ye cun even hope tae rely on is yersel'... :cry: Ah mean, in terms of asking those around you for help. Seems I'm no deserve of such assistance, even though I'm nice enough to say "please". Starting to think the more my family does that to me, the...

So, the first music concert I had tickets booked for has had to be rescheduled til back end o’ the year. :( My computer isn’t working right. And my hyperactive, disobedient nieces will’nae leave me alone ! :mad:

Good tae know... ;)(y) :LOL:

Not in the mood for jokes the now, Pug. Sorry... ah know ye mean well by 'em. Every time ah asked my family for help, they either tell me they can't or that ah know better than them. :mad: It's great when yer 30 and you've spent the last 15 years o' yer life having to pretty fend for yerself...

You have been nuthin' but a constant disappointment to me for the last 15 years... Can't rely upon you for fuck all ! :mad:

Oh goody... another day, yet second hand account of a family argument being told to me ! Priceless family entertainment. :LOL: Joking aside, though, I am getting fed-up hearing them, as if am supposed tae fix the problem. :mad: Aw ah know is Facebook brings oot tha worst in folk who are...