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People are like magnets, they pull you in and then push you away. You let them get close, then hold them at a distance to prevent any damage. A complicated dance there is a force field around most people that sometimes is open, sometimes closed, a field that prevents a clear connection, but...

Throughout my life I have found that my difference to the ignorant has been put down to my sexuality. By remaining a virgin it is something I have control over. It is something that I that I can withhold from this hormone driven humanity. Those that assume, to them stuff you don't know me.

I told a guy at work, I wasn't what anyone was looking for. He replied, you don't know what they are looking for.

:cry:

Ate lunch with 2 ladies from work. My social butterflyness continues.

A double rainbow to finish a seascape kind of weekend.

For when living in a town feels like being in a wagon being circled by Indians firing arrows.

It's pouring with rain, so that is a dampener on things.

True, I've wondered if inside me there bird inside me. I get them better than humans. I still feel most free when I am by myself. It is that craving for approval that becomes with being with friends, a part of being human, we all desire validation of our worth.

So I find I enjoy being around people when it goes well. But then company becomes addictive, and I become more lonely when company is withdrawn

I have a coastal cottage booked for 2 nights.

Don't have to see the cardiologist for 6 months.

Man you have been on a date! You're light years ahead in experience, Fountain. My intuition would suggest this is someone being friendly. And I am all for company and conversation, which is a big step. you're a good guy too. Sweet puppy you have.

Bad move you reckon Fountain? Maybe her interest has shifted to surfing..

I am think I am doing better, but jeez people are complicated. They change like the weather.

So a lady at work said she was keen to run some fun runs with me. So I was bold and sent her a message saying there was a fun run on in April if she and a friend were interested.

You can't hide that big headed ego from anyone.

My neighbours dissaprove. I hear them talking from my window, gutless.

I love the quietness of having a place to myself. I could not imagine sharing with anyone.