that's really really really good.call a doctor for help.i may start searching for one 2 cause yeahhh its not funny at all.where r u from?its hard to change environments.i moved here in greece alone 2 years ago hoping for a new start and wishing that i didn meet anyone i knew so that i can forget my past...but its hard without ppl.i used to say f*** it i dont want anyone....its nothing like that.being social is all build up in our little heads.so we have to make the best effort right?