Recent content by rubyred716

Hi everyone.. I got this back in 2010, and after starting Lexapro the DR/DP went away. Well I got off the lexapro a year and a half ago (should've stayed on it) and I've been fine, and then all of a sudden I have DR again and the existential thoughts. I feel like I'm not actually here and...

i just think like, this is it? this is life? thats all? i think of space and the universe and just us floating in it .. i get dizzy, and i feel like i cant escape. i say to myself, why is THIS life? why cant something else be life? When I was 15, I was laying in bed one night, and thought about...

i just think like, this is it? this is life? thats all? i think of space and the universe and just us floating in it .. i get dizzy, and i feel like i cant escape. i say to myself, why is THIS life? why cant something else be life? When I was 15, I was laying in bed one night, and thought about...

i just think like, this is it? this is life? thats all? i think of space and the universe and just us floating in it .. i get dizzy, and i feel like i cant escape. i say to myself, why is THIS life? why cant something else be life? When I was 15, I was laying in bed one night, and thought about...