Recent content by oNecoOlazN

i am turning 37 and still cant get over this! ...............

im getting my first shot in 2 weeks. LOL!

^ ya your right. Im probably looking too much into it Thanks.

Theres this online dating site that I have been using since like 20 years ago. I'm not always active on it and have been using it on and off for the past long years...however, some 2 weeks ago, I received a message from this person that kinda surprised me...It was some guy that messaged me on...

Does anyone here have this fear of thinking ppl are mad at you?..this would be b/c of what you have said or done...

Which is worse and why?..I've had both but igotta say anxiety...at least with depression your not always on edge and feeling like a nervous wreck.

JUST POPPED INTO MY RANDOM MIND.... =( i am having a tough day...stupid social anxiety...

Me...i want to sleep and am tired but its like my mind is racing..yes i am indeed veryyyyyty stressed our and anxious...it is 6 am and havent slept a wink

I dont know if this goes in the off section but . I feel that my anxiety is worse these days and its getting pretty unbearable at times..i would like to go on meds but cant......would drinking a little beer help? Oh and i hope this thread doesnt get banned for talking about alcohol.....

And how are you now?

Hello i am in my 30s and had sa all my life..started with selective mutism as a child...anyways..i am doing work at home as a phone instructor.. which requires me to teach to teenage students over the phone..the problem is i still have anxiety even with talking to these kids like my armpits...

^ you know the saying...Eventually life and ALL its sufferings will come to a complete end. Why not hold off till then?...also I feel I dont need friends

This happened many years ago...my mom got into this huge accident that destroyed the entire car...its a mere miracle she survived...honestly i really didnt care and just gaveher this little fake shocked smile and asked her if she was ok when she came home that night from the er..also didnt take...

Lets say i am using whatsapp..people would add me and i would add them...the funny thing is after a while i am always deleting ppl off my list and then uninstalling that them thing..and then i would have it reinstalled again and the whole processof adding deleting uninstalling reinstalling would...

Lets say you are a loner. Yes me. I have been pretty much friendless for my entire life due to my sa. Your family insists that you try going out and meeting new ppl and going out with them once in a while...i feel that this is a good start but at the same time i feel like the "loner" that is...