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    I can't find my thread.

    Am I that much of a mess my post has been deleted?
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    I'm out of control and I don't know what to do. (Suicidal)

    I'm 29 and I've been struggling with depression for about 10 years now. I had a form of social phobia before that and nearly cut my wrists when I was 15, as a consequence of bullying at school. I have very strong anxiety attacks, where my whole body goes numb inside out, one of my cheekbones can...
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    Have you ever been called on your OCD habits at school or work? I don't know what to.

    That happened to me yesterday. It was like being called into the Principal's office to hear that I'm trouble. Apparently the cleaning ladies complained about the paper mess I make in the bathroom (that's the term that was used, but I doubt that's what they said). And they want me to stop. It was...
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    I wanted to die.

    I have the hardest time talking about my feelings and am usually not even aware of how I feel because I brush it aside and hold it all in, butI nneed to get this out and don't have anyone to talk to. No one. I mean, everyone who claimed to love me (friendship or more) left me at some point...
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    Fear of kissing + other OCD issues?

    I'm not sure if this is OCD or not. I've tried talking about it before... I've tried talking to a therapist about what I think might be OCD, but he didn't seem to take it very seriously because I guess I wasn't able to express what I was really going through. I'm rambling... sorry. I have a lot...
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