Greggy, you have model/actor looks. A lot of the good looking girls too, say that they're ugly. For some reason, a lot of good looking people have SA. Maybe it's how you approach girls. Or, you expect too much. A girls natural reaction towards a guy is to say NO. Jut like when someone approaches you trying to sell you something. They're trying to protect themselves from getting their hearts broken. That's why they usually say no. Also, you (like me) may have a lot of shame inside and think that you're worthless. I'm in therapy and it is slowly helping. My therapist is great.