Recent content by giantyx

I don't understand why i am made to feel this way with SA at all, i don't even know what caused my SA, and if anything at all it has to be down to genetics. And i had bad luck all my entire life up till nw, no friends, no job, no life, no interest, no personal strengths nothing. I did try to...

The more i go out, the more i realise what a pathetic loner i am, seeing the people ard me, makes me feel even more depressed.

Anyone tried seeking help from organizations that assist people with mental disabilities to find jobs? How did it turn out? After failing countless times at working a normal job i believe that my social anxiety has worsened to an extent that it has become a disability in my life.

Im an outcast at work. No one talks to me even when i try to mix in. I go lunch alone and find it hard to pass the time alone. If they have anything to say they would ask qns like why am i eating alone; why am i so quiet; or qns that seem to be mocking. I have a low level temp job despite having...

i am getting really depressed living in my country where the pace of life is so stressful, i am really dreading just thinking of working 8-5pm everyday, i just want a simple and quiet life away from people and politics. Hence i am thinking about going to another country to work and live...

Well i am gg down the job agency soon, and they will ask me what kind of job i am looking for, well i want jobs that are best for pple with SA but obviously i cant say that to the person so how should i tell them?

i feel that my fate is already decided before i am born, that i will die without doing anything useful. i feel that i failed miserably even all the more so because i am a degree graduate but i cannot even hold up a 'O' level job. did i achieve anything getting a degree ? NO, because it just made...

To me, SA is 'cancer', *it kills everything in its path, requires regular treatment, treatment does not guarantee full recovery and in the end may still lead to death. To me i am like going down the *black cancer path with a dead end instead of the white one, no its not a dead end where u can...

i need to do a new staff introduction 2 weeks later. it gonna be a powerpoint presentation about myself in front of a large auditorium and now i am already very depressed and nervous just thinking about it. i mean, there is nothing interesting to say about me, i have no previous employment , no...

i feel so depressed at the thought of finding a job as i have juz graduated...i study mechanical engineering but i hated it..and my SA makes it all the more worse....now i dunno where my career path lies...i juz dunno wad to do anymore...now i feel so terrible alone outside and even so with a...

for me it has to be playing soccer, it makes me really happy and it is the one and only thing i find meaningful in my life...sadly, i dun have any friends to play with nowadays::(:

next semester is gonna be my last semster in uni, but my friends (2 of them) have already graduated b4 me, and i will be left alone...i so dread the presentations, and being ard pple in my communications and design tutorial where i need to interact...

my vacation has just started, and im gonna look for a part time job soon...i am so afraid of working in a new environment with people around...but i cant just sit ard at home for the next 3 months...::(:

::(: i just wanna scream, how could this happen to me!!!

he scolded her and made her cry...and i could do nothing about it...i feel so useless and pathetic::(: