Hey! Isn't that always the case! It's never asked when you're doing really well. Know how you feel! I could be doing better but I'm making progress-also preparing for big changes. Feel free to drop me a PM anytime you want to chat.
Read your post. I guess if worse comes to worse, you can ask for you old job back. I know that wold be really humiliating but they would probably be glad to have you back.