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    Please Watch This Video.

    Well, I can't say I've ever experienced things to that extent, but I have been bullied and insulted over how I talk. Apparently, I talk too softly or too slowly for some people and they've attacked me for it. It's now just a sensitive subject for me whenever people talk about me or mimic me. I...
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    Please Watch This Video.

    I think you did well in your presentation of your ideas. I can understand the feeling of not feeling like you can get your ideas out. When I talk, it feels like a million ideas are trying to rush out of my mouth at once and then crash together into some, usually, gobble-de-gook mess with some...
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    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I'm sure you support others in ways you don't realize. It's often amazing how the smallest things we do can mean the world to someone else. I'm sure you've heard or seen stories of how people just simply sitting down and eating lunch with another person or simply saying "Hello" could make the...
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    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    A sense of humor is a very good thing to have in trying times. It helps keep you from the brink and helps you critically analyze your problems so you can make the best decisions. It also helps to have friends and family who can emotionally and materially help support you. Do you have someone you...
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    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    That's the first I've heard of something like that. It sounds reasonable though. Who told you about that? I mean, typically, I just stop everything, sit down, and figure out what would best lead to my happiness and figure out what's making me doubt stuff, typically over calming music so that...
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    lack of any intimacy

    It's understandable to be frustrated and feel that it's hopeless when you try like this. But, you know, it's like playing a game. If you're feeling angry and bitter about it, take a step back and take a break. I don't think women are rejecting you out of spite. People can't really help who they...
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    lack of any intimacy

    It may just be that women are sensing that you've given up and/or you're showing it without even realizing it and they're put off by it. So, in a sense, it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy: you've given up and don't think women will ever be attracted to you, women see/sense this and are put...
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    Guys a question for you

    That's a pretty messed up thing. One, because men can't help how they sit. Men have... "things" between their legs and crushing them is... well "painful" is only the start. So asking men to willingly put themselves through that much pain for moral satisfaction is heartless, insensitive, selfish...
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    The Deadman Scrolls

    Well, seeing how creating journals (or anything resembling it) has helped the others on this site, I thought that I could create one; some place where I can get my feelings off of my chest or act as a reminder for events or ideas.
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    Post what you cannot say

    My niece: I haven't seen you yet, but I'm really looking forward to the day that I can. I've missed your first steps, but I don't want to miss anything else. I love you so much. Everyone: I don't know what you see in me; I'm no one except a worthless, parasitic monster that has no right to his...
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    Hello, everyone! This is my first message here, so you'll have to forgive me for any awkwardness:D! Well, it's nice to be here and hope to make some new friends here! P.S. I hope you can forgive me for the somewhat morbid name; it was all that I could think of at the moment::p:!