Recent content by dark_horse

I HATE generic text messages! You know, the merry christmas and happy new year messages sent around without any thought going into it. Forwarding messages to everybody on your phonebook without even realising what you are sending and to whom really irritates me!!! This year I didn't send a...

I sometimes feel like I'm at a costume party but I'm the only one not wearing a mask. I feel left out and totally different although I'm the only one showing my true colours. I find it difficult (if not impossible) to change myself in order to blend in with the company I'm in. Is this wrong...

I've been going through some pictures earlier and all I see is the this I've lost over the years: Girlfriend, pets, friends. I feel like the things I've lost has not been replaced. Where once was love, happiness, togetherness is now one big crater. Tomorrow is a public holiday over here and I...

Do you amagine yourself with a popular girl/guy? I usually picture myself having a relationship with a popular girl. Someone totally different from me. I guess it's my idea of a personal victory...

I've been through some pretty lonely stages in my life because I felt I was too different to fit in with the rest. The normal people... But, looking back its cool. Being different is great. Alone... but great. I realise that every time someone is surprised by my unique outlook on life...

This may be my biggest problem. Especially when it comes to the opposite sex. Breaking every smile, conversation or gesture down to the smallest possible bits. I keep doing it although I know the result is always the same - inconclusive. Why do I keep doing it? Is it because SAD keep me...

Any advise on using beta blockers? Any good or wasting my time?

So this is where you all hide! This is not really my thing but willing to try anything for a normal social life... So yep, here I am!