Daniel089

Wow that's a lot of studies. Good luck.
I understand how you feel. Its same for me. I guess some people gain these things earlier then others but it doesn't mean you won't. If that's something we want I guess we can only keep working for them. Changing some traits and getting out of the rut usually takes a bit time though.
Maybe you can try talking to girls as a friend before getting in a relationship with them. It might help you to feel a little more confident around them.
I'm okay, just trying to hang in there.

Nobody I actually know (except my parents) knows how much of a quiet social person I am. My mom is the only person who I would tell anything in the world that's bothering me, yet I haven't told her how much I lack relationships, friends, talking to people, etc. It's causing me lots of trouble now, I'm getting distress when I see couples on the street - why can't it happen to me? Another task for me is to learn to accept myself, and getting to know who I really am among people. Not to mention, I somehow think it would be a long journey until I'd get a girlfriend...
How are you doing?

Hi, you're welcome, I'm glad if I've helped you even a little. If you want to chat, I'm here as well.
So how are you doing?