Recent content by ChrisN

I am so miserable right now. In the worst pain since 2009 and I have lost all hope for recovery. My major depression is at a extremely high level and I'm fainting at each episode. If life don't change, what am i living for. Life is not only not changing but my depression is getting worst...

Of all the things that has happen to me, avoidance personality disorder was the most detrimental to my well being and happiness. Everyday I see the consequences that is surrounding my life or what is left of it. I know that I'm a pretty attractive guy but every Friday night I am completely...

I would never forgive any of my bullies for what they done to me and are the reason for my development of avoidance personality disorder, major depression, OCD, and other mental disorders I use or still am suffering from. In fact I would like to see them rot in prison and I still want...

I never really consider myself an attractive guy because most of my childhood consisted of being bullied by guys and tease by pretty girls. I had no friends and being alone really damage my physical and emotional self. I cringed every day because my parents had to drop me off early and I knew...