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    So sad

    Students describe alleged Ohio gunman as sweet, sad - CNN.com
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    Fake friends

    I have been suffering from social anxiety for all most 24 years. It is an ugly situation, that I can not get out of. My friends are aware of this. They give me this false sense of comfort that they truly understand my problem. But then turn around and call me weak and stupid when I walk away...
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    Online university

    Have anyone taken online classes, is this type of arrangement better for people like us? There's no way I can attend a traditional college.
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    Epic! For All Final Fantasy Lovers

    Oh, never mind.
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    Some people just don't understand

    I'm really having a hard time with my teacher. I explained to her on numerous occassion that I suffer from social anxiety, yet she thinks I need to be more out going and open to others. She claims that she understand my condition, but her words and action prove otherwise. I hate when people say...
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    sa/AvPD?

    What are the differences between SA and AvPD? I really do not understand how these two disorders are different.
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    Do people treat you like a nutcase?

    People often treat me like I'm some derange idiot. They never look at me directly as if i'm a pitiful retard. no matter how i open up to them (associates} they still treat me like i'm a joke. Do SA makes us appear foolish?
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    Sa/bipolar

    Life is so hard. Having to deal with SA and bipolar is draining me mentally and physically. How do a person deal with this misfortune!:confused: I've tried different medication but my problems seems to have increased. I wish I had the courage to stick an ice pick in my skull.:D
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    weird one

    everywhere i go people tend to label me the weirdo. Oh how i hate the stares and whispers!:mad: i'm from a small community and most people here are.... you know;)
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    handsome

    cutie pie !
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    look at the stars

    coldplay:):mad:::(::D Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And everything you do Yeah, they were all yellow I came along I wrote a song for you And all the things you do And it was called "Yellow" So then I took my turn Oh what a thing to have done And it was all "Yellow" Your skin...
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    Social phobics are cowards!

    The only thing we do is cry and whine about how the world treats us. Of course no one will talk to a weird,quiet person. Think about it, would you feel comfortable around a creepy and quiet person? Heck no! We are nothing but a bunch of losers with nothing important to do but cry and moan about...
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    sa/highschool

    what was the weird stuff you did,because of sa, when you were in high school? I never went to the cafeteria to eat my lunch, i had to eat my food in my school's nasty bathroom. If i was late for a class i would hide out in the bathroom until that class was over, the thought of everyone looking...
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    Anthropophobia(severe form of sa)

    Anthropophobia is defined as "a persistent, abnormal, and unwarranted fear of people or society", each year this surprisingly common phobia causes countless people needless distress. Here is some information on how to overcome it. 1. Understand that this is a form of paranoia. The first...
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    boyfriends/husbands eye contact

    I have a hard time making eye contact with my boyfriend. We been together for almost ten years yet i feel really uncomfortable looking into his eyes. To tell the truth I get all panicky when he gets too close to me.
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