zav943
Well-known member
now I am very lonely...the loneliest I've ever felt actually.
Every day since finishing exams, all I do is wake up, cook breakfast, watch some TV shows in bed, occasionally going to the gym in the building, then taking the car for a short spin.
No one has asked about me since we finished, not even my roommate, who moved out. I have already, as always, faded from everyone's memory...and it absolutely crushes me. I mean nothing to anyone...
At night (around this time), I get depressed....I see people partying and having fun and I realize, because of the isolation I've been in, I can't even have that fun if I were in there shoes. I am incapable of being part of that social dynamic.
I'm honestly tired of feeling sorry for myself, but when you spend as much time as me alone, doing nothing, that's all you can think of....I want a way out...I want to feel accepted by society...
Every day since finishing exams, all I do is wake up, cook breakfast, watch some TV shows in bed, occasionally going to the gym in the building, then taking the car for a short spin.
No one has asked about me since we finished, not even my roommate, who moved out. I have already, as always, faded from everyone's memory...and it absolutely crushes me. I mean nothing to anyone...
At night (around this time), I get depressed....I see people partying and having fun and I realize, because of the isolation I've been in, I can't even have that fun if I were in there shoes. I am incapable of being part of that social dynamic.
I'm honestly tired of feeling sorry for myself, but when you spend as much time as me alone, doing nothing, that's all you can think of....I want a way out...I want to feel accepted by society...