Because I've been dealing with social anxiety for so long I can def feel a sense of change heading towards avpd as I think I have both now I cannot even get close to anyone for fear of rejection once they see who I rlly am I just don't know anymore I even find it hard to be around my own family members sometimes I just think im turning avoidant I mean don't get me wrong I have my good days where I can see ppl and go out etc but I feel as though im a big secret and no one rlly knows me and I dont know how to let anyone know me :-(