I dont even know where to begin. Lol it really sucks. All my life Ive been kind of the loner type "serious trust issues" or just get real anxious around people. But I had friends though. Then it got worse, parents didnt belive in going to het help but I ended up dropping out school and loosing my friends because I had gotten unbareable to be around. Like people will talk to me but not long, I cant work without panicinh, I tried to get help but they dont want to hear me just drug me up.Whats bad is Im a damn fine artist/tattoo artist. Ive tried taking baby steps just talking online but its like I am invisible. Nobody wants to deal with me now that I put myself out there. Which makes me feel like I was paranoid for a reason, I was right. Its not that I throw myself out there but little things like hi, how are you I like your artwork. My brother has taking me to art shows and samething happens. It makes me sick that I have nobody to talk to period not even family 90% of time. Im a mess dont know whether to keep living this awful painful life or end it. Life really sucks!
Hi! Im new...In need of someone to talk to
- Thread starter Lonely7
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Its a hell. No one really knows what it's like to live in fear and even those that do are experiencing situations differently and individually.
To be an artist, that sounds awesome and amazing. We'd love to see some of your work. Have you tried posting pictures on deviantart.com? Many avenues to get your work seen.
Try not to concentrate on the pain, panic, paranoia and for now relax. You are ok. You are amongst others that can and do relate.
To be an artist, that sounds awesome and amazing. We'd love to see some of your work. Have you tried posting pictures on deviantart.com? Many avenues to get your work seen.
Try not to concentrate on the pain, panic, paranoia and for now relax. You are ok. You are amongst others that can and do relate.
tjwliveson
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hahha my mum just sat on my dog does anyone want to chat?
WishingICould
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Welcome 
tjwliveson
Member
hey guys im new and want to make new friends anyone out there.
ive just left my job and i swear it gets more and more difficult dealing with people when your shy and very anxious and the thought of having to talk to people seems like to much effort and i just dont want to.
ive just left my job and i swear it gets more and more difficult dealing with people when your shy and very anxious and the thought of having to talk to people seems like to much effort and i just dont want to.
tjwliveson
Member
apart from you guys i never knew there were so many people that had the same problem its good to know im not alone in this and any help will be useful!