Why am I the only one who post in the AvPD forum?

April72

Well-known member
Have the avoidants an antiposting symdrom?:thinking:

Come on, it's not so difficult to write a pile of nonsenses like me.
Ask about your worries, your sufferings, your fears, your suscess, your failures, your wishes...
Rant if you need it.
 
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DepravedFurball

Well-known member
I don't think I even made a proper into-thread... merely hijacked someone else's saying 'Oh, I'm new, too!'.

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Ah, well. The easiest way for me to *avoid* thinking that people might take my comments the wrong way, or believe that I'm just an idiot, is to simply not post anything at all.

All too often I'll type out a reply to a post or comment, then edit it five times, and finally just delete the entire thing.

Plus... I have an innate belief that if I ever *do* create a thread, then there's undoubtedly gonna be some people out there that think I'm only looking for attention. I combat that hypothetical by keeping quiet. Yay, me. :p
 

April72

Well-known member
I don't think I even made a proper into-thread... merely hijacked someone else's saying 'Oh, I'm new, too!'.

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Ah, well. The easiest way for me to *avoid* thinking that people might take my comments the wrong way, or believe that I'm just an idiot, is to simply not post anything at all.

All too often I'll type out a reply to a post or comment, then edit it five times, and finally just delete the entire thing.

Plus... I have an innate belief that if I ever *do* create a thread, then there's undoubtedly gonna be some people out there that think I'm only looking for attention. I combat that hypothetical by keeping quiet. Yay, me. :p

Lol! I was called "attention seeker" some time ago. I don't blame the guy who told it, bc he saw that my nickname is repeated in the subforum over and over again. But, does he really know me to make a judgement like that? No, he doesn't.

The same with you and other avoidants. Perhaps, someone can judge your posts but they don't know anything about you. Their judgements are going to be wrong and the most part of the users are not gonna judge you bc we are avoidants and we know what it means and how much it hurts.
 

April72

Well-known member
some people are even shy to write online?
They are avoidants. So, it's not so much being shy as avoiding critising. (Sorry if I haven't written this sentence well. I tried it the very best).
I also noticed here and in other forums that avoidant males have even moré difficult to participate. I'm sure there are many reasons but I think it's bc they are moré prone to block out their feelings.
 

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
I'm avoidant, but I just post in the main forums for some reason. Probably attributed to laziness.
 

kya

Active member
Hi. I'm new to the board... Hi. Nm exciting in my life. I want to quit my job & I found a new job that's hiring that sounds perfect for me but I'm too afraid to go I to apply... I just make obstacles for myself... Well, hi!
 

Izzie

Active member
My last post was on the social anxiety forum as it wasnt specific to avpd and more people post/reply there.

I had been getting on with things pretty well until now so I guess I come on here more when I'm not coping so well and I hate just posting negative things and moaning.

I had managed to completely piss off my therapist a while back but I turned it round and therapy has been going really well since. We talked about it yesterday and I agreed that it has been going well and that I had done a positive thing and was doing better. He was happy not only that I am, but that I had allowed myself to accept that - normally I will not accept any praise or positive comments. It felt good but I said it felt uncomfortable too so we stopped talking about it. I then really couldn't think of much to say and it was only when I left I realised I had (unconsciously) lied about something and that there had been things I wanted to talk about and had mentioned none of them. So I guess I shut down after the positive comment and am now beating myself up about it and feeling like I am failing again. I can see what I am doing right now and I know what he would say to me but I still feel down about it and frustrated. I don't know why I make it so hard on myself :kickingmyself:
 

Aylaa

Well-known member
Stop the beating! Therapy is never going to be one straight, upwards line, there are always going to be steps forward and what feel like steps backwards again. Doesn't mean you're not still slowly going forward. Seeing what you're doing is a first step.

I think a lot of us here are very good on making things hard for ourselves. I do it all the time. My advice for you: just come on here and post whenever you want to, don't worry about being negative or moaning. We understand! ;)
 

nicole1

Well-known member
I haven't been posting any topics lately. Any time I want to talk about AvPD, no one is really around.
 

Izzie

Active member
Stop the beating! Therapy is never going to be one straight, upwards line, there are always going to be steps forward and what feel like steps backwards again. Doesn't mean you're not still slowly going forward. Seeing what you're doing is a first step.

I think a lot of us here are very good on making things hard for ourselves. I do it all the time. My advice for you: just come on here and post whenever you want to, don't worry about being negative or moaning. We understand! ;)

Thank you Aylaa. Very wise words. Focusing on the good and not criticising myself are things I am working on but struggle with so very much. It does help knowing other people have the same struggles. I avoid talking to people about it because it's so hard to describe and it doesn't even make sense to me. I think it must just sound like I'm making life hard on myself and complaining over nothing.
 
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