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    Just a quick update about my progress

    Hey guys, it's been a long while since I posted on this forum. I would like to let you guys know about the baby steps I took over the past few months to overcome SA. Anyway I'm 17 now and I still have SA but I find as of late I'm coming out a little bit and for some strange reason I find myself...
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    I ****ing give up!

    Oh God, I've had enough of it. It's the summer vacation, I'm home alone 24/7 doing absolutely nothing. TV's boring, internet's boring, playing video games are boring. I've had it now! I'm sick and tired of it! I could go out with my friends, but I can't. I've tried, it ain't succeeding. The...
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    Social Anxiety bit me in the ass again

    Ok, so I went o get my ID card today and boy was it a mess. I was sitting there face to face with person and while she was typing I didn't know what to do. My anxiety started to kick in. I didn't know whether I should look at her, look down, look around, read the signs that were displayed all...
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    Has SA deprived you of enjoying your teen days?

    At 16 years old, I don't have much teen years left in me. Soon I'll be entering into the young adult stage of my life. I look at the other kids my age, heck even my friends and I can't help but feel mad at myself for allowing my SA to consume me to the point where I missed out on one of the best...
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    Depression driving me insane

    Ok never would I have thought I would get like this. But the truth is the past 2 years I've been hurting a lot on the inside but I just don't wanna tell anyone. My emotions have been building up over some time and I feel like just screaming. My head often hurts and I find myself just lying down...
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    I don't feel my age

    Ok I know I'm only 16 and I have a lot of years ahead after me but I just don't think/act like the average 16 year old. Having a gf is my least interest, I could care less about going to the latest party and all those other stuff 16 year olds are obsessed with. I still act like a little child...
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    Can SA be detected in babies?

    My mom told me that when I was I used to cry when others would hold me. I'd always fight back to be held in my mom's hands again. Then when I was first learning to walk I never used to go in the yard. I would walk up to the front door and turn back. If anyone tried to force me to walk outside...
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    Do you cry when you get a panic attack?

    I don't know what it si but I get panic attacks when I'm all alone in a big area. it doesn't even have to be big, it could be a 2x4 space and I'd get a panic attack. I always need someone next to me. But anyway whenever I'm home I always feel like crying. Does anyone else?
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    I'm scared to go to lessons tomorrow :(

    I got lessons tomorrow and it's only going to be 6 of us there but I don't know anyone there and I'll feel so lonely and scared. It's going to be hard for me to walk in the class and see people staring me. I hate people staring at me! Ugh, fml. Why am I so stupid?
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    Do parents think that by forcing social situations us they're actually helping us?

    It seems all my life my mother insists that this is just some dumb behaviour pattern I have and that the reason I'm like this today is because I'm spoonfed everything. So the other day we're coming back from a drive and I asked to stop off for some fast food. So anyway my mom hands me the money...
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    First time user here

    Hey guys this is my first post here and I thought that I'd just want to introduce myself. I'm 16 years old and I've been suffering with this so called "Social Phobia" thing for basically all my life. Here's a little biography of my life with SA. I always knew I was different from everyone...
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