Why does people most people terrible then go on the day acting like there good peop

I bend over back to try and change my prospective on people, but they just keep reminding me why I stayed to myself before.

First I thought it was the way I dressed because I was poor. no now I'm older people just find new things to say bad about me. Maybe the way I smelt. nope same issues after I got my own place.

they use to tell me because I don't talk or let people in. when started letting them in, I gotten the door slammed in my face every time. it feel better when I'm doing the rejections.

they said I was acting the way I act on purpose, that is for attention. I wish that was that case, then I would have really nothing to worry about.

One of the main thing I agree is when they said I have an attitude. I don't really develop an attitude until I try to let people in. What does that mean?

Oh I also try telling them my problem or why I act the way I do but I they said they don't want to hear my problems or issue. they would rather spread lies telling people i'm retarded and slow but they don't want to hear the real cause.

Don't you just wish you're invisible so that nobody notices how you dress or what you do so they won't criticize you? I do.

In middle school, I had a friend who had a bad reputation for having an "attitude". She is one of the nicest people I've met. All she did was stuck out for her friend and then people say she has an attitude. But the truth is, everyone has an attitude.

With the greatest of respect and I don't mean any offence by this whatsoever. It is your attitude towards people that makes you feel this way. They may make you feel terrible but I can assure you with 110% conviction that there are also a lot of very decent people out there.