aj said:
I'm working all day and
then I have to do all this! :lol:
I have no idea what I'm going to be doing. I literally don't know if I have enough energy for more than the pub. It's so tiring. Chances are that I'll be back home an hour after leaving work. Just the thought of any of it is making me shake a little.
Kien said:
I am to go to the hairdresser on friday.
Hey, that would normally be thrilling for me, any other evening/day off/weekend than this one I'm generally looking at how nobody is sending me messages on Facebook.
I just stumbled across this post and you remind me of myself in many ways.
I know what you mean about tiring. Sometimes I have to get up at 6am and am still expected to be 'the life and soul of the party' on a friday night. However, the reality is that being social phobic/shy is mentally draining and saps your energy.
I feel for you about potentially never seeing this girl again. I met this girl in 2002 at my old work until I left and stupidly never kept contact. She moved back to south africa and her email address and phone number changed. It wasn't until Facebook last year that I got in contact.
If you live out of town then maybe you should move! But I guess it depends whether you could afford it. Also, try to find a houseshare with some like minded people. This is something I should have done.
You could try internet dating sites like match.com. Seriously, I've met a really nice (+normal) girl last week. We've been on a couple of dates and this saturday she's coming to my flat for dinner!
As for talking to women in pubs - that takes a certain degree of balls! You need to have an idea whether they want you to talk to them, e.g. if they are alone or keep staring at you then that's an invitation to speak to them....and don't bother with cheesy lines. Just make a comment about something they are reading/wearing/holding etc