Trust is an issue

mariecherrie

mariecherrie

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I don't know what this has to do with SA, but I am having major trust issues in my life. My parents have crossed the line and done countless things, which they say is to help me, which in fact crosses the line (contacting my psychiatrist and misleading him being just one of 3 major things)... I have lost ALL my friends, which weren't too many, but now in the town I am living in i have NONE... and the reason I lost those friends in the first place is making me feel like I can't trust a soul.. I have been betrayed countless times.. not to mention my own therapist has told me "you are no social butterfly." THANKS i really need to go to therapy to hear that.. bona fide PRICK.. my parents are forcing me to live in a town with them that i do not want to live in, and my therapist also said i would not find a boyfriend at.. well that has turned out to be true.. college is supposed to be a happy time. and i have hardly anyone to share my life with, when really all i want is a boyfriend, and eventually a husband to start my own family, because i cant even trust the one i have now..
I have never felt so much like a fish out of water in all my life.. : ([/COLOR]
 
Psychedelicious

Psychedelicious

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I trust NO ONE. Maybe that's why I could never see myself even coming close to any of things you mentioned. Oops... I don't think it's a good idea to trust everyone, because that's just stupid, but not trusting anyone and being really paranoid can sometimes be just as bad.
 
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Anubis

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I wonder ... have you tried looking at it the other way around too. As in, do you actually trust yourself? Because this is easier to rectify. And a lot more self-fulfilling.
 
mariecherrie

mariecherrie

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Anubis said:
I wonder ... have you tried looking at it the other way around too. As in, do you actually trust yourself? Because this is easier to rectify. And a lot more self-fulfilling.
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Interesting view you bring up... I always have considered myself trustworthy, and guess it never crossed my mind if trusting MYSELF was an issue. I can be reluctant in thinking if everything I do is the right decision (if i should have done some thing differently) but at the end of the day feel like i trust myself and really dont have many regrets that personally i was in control of.

Its more of, people falsely accusing me, slandering, when I don't have A FRIEND in this town.. if thats not sadistic i dont know what is.. I HAD friends .. not many.. but I had just moved here (was forced to by my parents) and so I was just getting by and fine with my friends at that moment. THEN ONE PSYCHOTIC IDIOT of a girl blames all of her problems on me, and I loose every friend i had. I have been nothing but a friend to her, and so thats where these trust issues are coming from.. its like if i did ANYthing to where what she said/did had any credibility i would probably not have lost all that trust. But its like here i am being the only friend i know how to be.. and thats what happens. So that sent a HUGEE message to me that basically, it doesnt matter what kind of person you are, people pretend to be your friend and they will screw you over no matter what.. thats what im dealing with.. and my family is making it worse..
 
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MadCat

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Psychedelicious said:
I trust NO ONE. Maybe that's why I could never see myself even coming close to any of things you mentions. Oops... I don't think it's a good idea to trust everyone, because that's just stupid, but not trusting anyone and being really paranoid can sometimes be just as bad.
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Taken the words right from my mouth. Well said, and agreed. Same here.
 
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