wehay its friday night and i just spent another night on the town, woot. after much time thinking of excuses not to do antything tonight i have once again agreed to go out on the piss with my friends because well i told myself it would do me some good to get out and socialise for once but wtf i just spent the last 3 hours on my own in a club. My mates went off with their girlfriends or dissapeared somewhere and I was left on my own. Ive been trying to dance to this music which i hate and have had to get morbidly drunk to not feel so foolish dancing on my own. I just got with someone 15years older than me who turned out to have a boyfriend and is not sure if she still loves him or not so I got shunned and paid for a taxi home by myself which costs abomb where I live.
Im now feeling in danger of serious upchuckage and I feel bored and cant sleep. Im now thinking of all the things i could of done tonight like playing my guitar and learning a new song, watching a film or pissing about on the internet.
anyone else up to anything tonight?
Im now feeling in danger of serious upchuckage and I feel bored and cant sleep. Im now thinking of all the things i could of done tonight like playing my guitar and learning a new song, watching a film or pissing about on the internet.
anyone else up to anything tonight?