Wtf is wrong with me?

[ImNotNTheMood]

Okay EVER since I was 10/11 I started breaking out with acne. I STILL have alot of it its not going away. Body acne too. Social Anxiety and PHOBIA. Im anti social. Just never feel like talking. Im always alone upstairs in my room. Live with my mom and step dad. My dad passed away couple months ago. I have bad dandruff. Head&Shoulders is not working! DEPRESSION. Yes i smoke weed. Im always having pains in my stomach area and muscle tention everywhere. Even when i drink water sometimes my stomach would just hurt afterwards. I have a BIG ass head. When i was a little I looked really ugly because of it. Like an alien or something. I dont really know why I even smile when I have all these problems. Theres more but i'll just stop here.

 

[da_illest101]

If I was you I would go see a doctor. Don't worry everybody hates going to see the doctor but you may have something serious

 

[reslo]

do you actually want an answer?

probably the weed- it can increase paranoid feelings in some people- i don't know if its making your pains better or worse, but its probably not helping your self image.

as far as the acne/ itchy scalp- you're normal- most people have that- but it sounds like you're dehydrated? like maybe because of your stomach pains you're not drinking enough water?

I'm sorry to hear about your dad. That's not easy to go through. Give yourself a break- the death of a parent is one of the most stressful things a person will experience in their life.

"Im always alone upstairs in my room." that is also part of the problem- you've got to find other things to do than focusing on pain.

 

[Feathers]

Sorry to hear about your Dad. For some people, death of loved ones/relatives can be more difficult and affect them more than others... So depression could be partly related too, it can be a normal process of grieving... don't expect to have to be 'cheerful' too soon, even if some people around you may seem so...

I hated H&S with a passion too (especially when I got some in my eyes! Yikes!) There are other ways of haircare too... (Plus some people don't notice these things the way we may THINK they do!!!)

As for the stomach - hope you've found doctor's help for this? Sometimes it can be from stress, or from some bacteria that can be easily cured...

Please stay away from weed!! It can make things worse!!

Acne can sometimes come from stress and unhealthy food too, for me it was helpful to stay away from greasy/sweet food and to have chamomile tea skin 'treatments'! (my mum offered DIY 'spa treatment' very relaxing & it was really helpful!!)
Different things may help different people tho!!

Hope things get better!! (And yeah it's good that even in dark moments you still found reason to smile! )