will everyone reject me until I get rid of all my problems?

[no12]

people reject me because I've got problems. Like I'm even able to get rid of ALL my problems?

I'm sorry I've not been too good at hiding them, if I even can. Nor have I even been able to solve much of them or at least, solve them AND act like I'm "f*ckin fine and dandy" enough to make everyone else happy.\

So meanwhile while Im going through f*ckin problems everone just treats me like I don't exist. which causes me more suffering and pain, until.. I probably would die due to organ complications, due to lonliness (even if I don't think too much of it?)

come on.. isn't there like.. someone who can see that a person like me needs a friend, EVEN THOUGH I've got some problems? nobody deserves to be f-in lonely.

not even compassion in this world.

ok yea I guess it takes too much effort from "normal people".so I'll just sit here and die alone my whole life simply because of my damn history which I have no way of changing.

 

[SickestJoke]

Re: will everyone reject me until I get rid of all my proble

First of all, I respect you because you've made it clear in another thread that you're going to start making changes, and that takes a lot of courage.

I'm sorry I've not been too good at hiding them, if I even can. Nor have I even been able to solve much of them or at least, solve them AND act like I'm "f*ckin fine and dandy" enough to make everyone else happy.\

Don't apologize for who you are. Don't act like something you're not. Don't feel pressure to make others happy. Don't beat yourself up. That's a lot of "don'ts," I know. Realize that you've made the decision to improve, and be your own best friend, be supportive of yourself.

So meanwhile while Im going through f*ckin problems everone just treats me like I don't exist. which causes me more suffering and pain, until.. I probably would die due to organ complications, due to lonliness (even if I don't think too much of it?)

And lastly, don't feel sorry for yourself. I know it's tempting and it feels good to pity yourself, but it's counterproductive, it creates a self image that says "I need to be pitied because I'm hopeless." You are not hopeless, you are improving.

come on.. isn't there like.. someone who can see that a person like me needs a friend, EVEN THOUGH I've got some problems? nobody deserves to be f-in lonely.

not even compassion in this world.

ok yea I guess it takes too much effort from "normal people".so I'll just sit here and die alone my whole life simply because of my damn history which I have no way of changing.

Stop looking at the world like it's a terrible, hostile place. Go back to this thread and read it again: http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/posts22719-10.html

Can't you see how much effort I'm making just to help you? YOU, personally! I'm trying to help YOU. And you're saying there's no compassion in this world? Please read that thread again because that information WILL HELP YOU. There are people in this world WHO WANT TO HELP. There is a lot of love in this world if you just open your eyes and see it.

 

[no1]

I'm sorry for being so negative.

my insomnia really doesn't let me see much light at the end of the tunnel sometimes. Sometimes I think it will never end. you know the story..

 

[SickerJoke]

I'm sorry for being so negative.

my insomnia really doesn't let me see much light at the end of the tunnel sometimes. Sometimes I think it will never end. you know the story..

Don't worry about it, it's forgotten. The last thing I want is to make you feel guilty, believe me. I just want you realize that there's a lot of goodness in the world. Just remember to be your own best friend. Encourage yourself and stay positive, never beat yourself up.

And one of the most important life lessons I've learned is that you need to hang on to your sense of humor. A little laughter goes a long way. Check these videos out

George Carlin (RIP) talks about "stuff:"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvgN5gCuLac

Mitch Hedberg (RIP) 5 minute special:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IueXtzdC6kA&feature=related

Some hilarious Larry David clips:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLQ_C9t-VtM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_05qJTeNNI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUTQBBEXMBI

Some of Kramer's best moments on Seinfeld:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBcskBB1eNs

 

[sleepysparrow]

I'm sorry for being so negative.

my insomnia really doesn't let me see much light at the end of the tunnel sometimes. Sometimes I think it will never end. you know the story..

Don't worry about it, it's forgotten. The last thing I want is to make you feel guilty, believe me. I just want you realize that there's a lot of goodness in the world. Just remember to be your own best friend. Encourage yourself and stay positive, never beat yourself up.

And one of the most important life lessons I've learned is that you need to hang on to your sense of humor. A little laughter goes a long way. Check these videos out

George Carlin (RIP) talks about "stuff:"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvgN5gCuLac

Mitch Hedberg (RIP) 5 minute special:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IueXtzdC6kA&feature=related

Some hilarious Larry David clips:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLQ_C9t-VtM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_05qJTeNNI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUTQBBEXMBI

Some of Kramer's best moments on Seinfeld:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBcskBB1eNs

Listen to him. Mitch Hedberg and George Carlin were the greatest.