to talk about problems. i want to say something thats bothering me, even to myself and i come out with some long detailed speech about emotions or whatever then i go back and read it and it doesn't make any sense to me at allllllllllllllllllll, like wtf did i just write, reading over it i have to squint my eyes just to make out words and its not that i dont understand english its just that for some reason i have this weird equation formula for making a sentence, like this weird process in my head i have a thought then i need to organize it put it through a machine and went it pops out the oven i dont even recognize those words anymore. because when someone thinks stuff it doesnt sound like "Right now I have a wish to express,,," its more like "dadadadada thoughtdada thought dadadathoughtdadadadadad" please stop asking me to make so much 'sense' out of it because its the uptight people who are actually INSANE. yes its true quit trying so hard