I'm getting sick and tired of this. Every girl that ever shows any particular interest in me just kicks me out of their life. This girl I was best friends with for 2 years started to like me and was always jealous when I had a date or whatever. Well anyway I hungout with her all day, she wanted to kiss me, and give me a chance. None of that happened. No instead she texts me saying she has a crush on my best friend now. What makes me so unattractive, I act like myself and I don't push the girl into a date I let them make their own decisions. I don't try to control and I'm not out for sex. I'm getting sick of being a nice guy, it gets me no where. The last girl I went with on a date even walked out, she told me she was going to the bathroom and never came back. I'm just so sick of being undesirable and lonely. Why do I even keep trying, I'm not going to find a girl.
