We don't hate you. I know what you mean about feeling left out. I feel the same way sometimes. You're new here, aren't you? I think everybody feels that way at first. I know I do whenever I go to a new forum. And you're not ugly. All SAers are beautiful...well, most of us at least. We don't know what you look like from reading your posts, but if you are an SAer, you are probably beautiful on the inside, even if you feel like an idiot. "Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth." (somewhere in the book of Mathew)...That always makes me feel better, even though I'm not completely sure what it means :?