EscapeArtist
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I don't feel emotions anymore. I don't recognize them. My therapist cries when I speak of some aspects of my life and I stare...and I SMILE... I know when I'm angry, lonely, and jealous.... but I don't feel it. I don't feel it. I can feel myself stifling my feelings even if I don't want to, I feel a tightness in my mind and a tensing through my body but, I don't feel it, it doesn't come.
I think I'm permanently dead inside. I'm heartless. A twisted destructive shell of a being with secret hopes of fulfillment buried deeply under something I can't detect. Somebody please tell me i'm not alone... I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I think I'm permanently dead inside. I'm heartless. A twisted destructive shell of a being with secret hopes of fulfillment buried deeply under something I can't detect. Somebody please tell me i'm not alone... I don't know what to do with myself anymore.