I ussualy spent weekends alone during the last years, except the days I were to my relative's partys trying to meet poeple and make friends, although that didn't came up as I expected. :evil:
Before I moved to another city I did had wonderfull weekends :lol: , compared to what I have now, wih my best and only close friend and also his mates, witch became automaticly mine. The fact that they were about 4 or 5 years younger that me didn't bothered me at all, although I knew damn well my mind would think like I was they'r age and didn't helped me to learn from them much and gain social experience to comunnicate to people my age...but I now suffer the consequences. How I wish those days would come back, it's a cruel world.
I spent the last 2 weekend and all my free time researching about social phobia on the internet and reading forums like this. I don't know if i'm doing it wright because this is my first post ever, but unlike others, I hope you people are more understanding because I don't know if i'm posting were i should, I want to post a reply to topic ''Who else spents weekends alone''. I need some help here, so I'll be kind of buggy asking these stupid questions about how to use a forum, sorry.
<offtopic> I sent a personal story 3 days ago, why hasn't it been aprooved yet ? My low self esteem says that it wasn't good enough, but I want to tell myself that is hasn't been read by the moderators yet. :?: <offtopic>
