SilentGirl
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All my life I've struggled to see the 'good' side of life. Grew up poor. Couldn't keep friends in school. Left school early to start working. Shacked up with a boyfriend from hell. Relationship failed (surprise surprise). Spent a year as a single gal, made ONE friend, partied, had a blast. Met a guy, had a blast with said guy. Found out ONE & only friend was sleeping with my guy. Add a dash of stress at work & ended up taking one too many tablets. Ended up in hospital. Had to speak to hospital psychiatrist (probably the worst 5 minutes of my life). Ended up marrying before mentioned guy!!! That fake marriage went on for 4 years. Still stuck in a job I hate. Still have no friends. When does the 'bright' side of life start? I've tried imagining it, but every time I do things just seem to get worse.