When I'm down.. (Not for the squeamish)

[PugofCrydee]

I'm ready to d i e......

 

[PugofCrydee]

Struggling today for some reason.

It's sad knowing this site has died, it was good for a while. Even admins aren't active.

It's likely no one reads this, so I'm treating it as a journaling experience, which the 'experts' say can help.

I've been getting some work done on Jung's 'integrating your shadow'. It's tough though, having to look inside, going deep into the deep, dark dungeons of your own mind.

 

[PugofCrydee]

I'm still here.. deep inside..

 

[PugofCrydee]

Had a good, productive morning up until midday... then the black dog started following me again. He just came outta nowhere.

 

[PugofCrydee]

You're not here anymore.. I miss you.

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

Good morning to all you lonely souls.. good morning to the demons, the ghouls and monsters.

Good morning to the explorer, the scientist, the child, judge, jury and executioner.

Good morning to the giver, the lover, the protector, the kind hearted one, the self sacrificing selfless one... Still, you live...and push on in hope.


Good morning me.

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

Waiting for the one
The day that never comes
When you stand up and feel the warmth
But the sunshine never comes, no
No, the sunshine never comes

God I'll make them pay
Take it back one day
I'll end this day
I'll splatter color on this gray

 

[Incognito]

Struggling today for some reason.

It's sad knowing this site has died, it was good for a while. Even admins aren't active.

It's likely no one reads this, so I'm treating it as a journaling experience, which the 'experts' say can help.

I've been getting some work done on Jung's 'integrating your shadow'. It's tough though, having to look inside, going deep into the deep, dark dungeons of your own mind.

Journaling is always good. Keep it up!