When I'm down.. (Not for the squeamish)

[PugofCrydee]

 

[Miserum]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

What you got goin' on
Behind those eyes closed,
holdin' on

I don't want another day to break
Take our, steal our, night away

Warm shadow
Warm shadow

Won't you cast yourself on me
What you got in store for me
Keep those eyes closed, next to me

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

Feeling pretty shitty the past week or so.
Not really sure why. Work is going well but I feel so... unsettled about life in general.
I feel that people in general are pretty shitty to others. I need to get away..I need to travel again.

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

I love this guy.. in the next couple of years I'll be getting a bike again, I hope I can get an Arch in Australia.

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

" There's a good man within you... But he is wrestling with a giant."
- Mary Linton

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

When I see an advert on Tv, where people are being social, loving the company of others, it fill me with sadness.. because I know I'll never have those things.

 

[SoScared]

The depression kicked in so instead of email somebody saying how bad it was i googled depression coping skills and read the suggested lists. 10 minutes later feeling much better.

 

[PugofCrydee]

You never know what tomorrow may bring
The woman lyin' next to you could be a memory
I've idolized, I've memorized your face
Just in case, I need it last me eternity
It's a shame that it ain't enough for me
Life's for the the livin', I won't be givin' up
'Cause you taught me how to, you taught me how to love
Take all I cherished, beat me 'til my body's numb
But life's for the livin', I won't be givin' up
On you
On you
On you
On you
I should've known, should've tried to hold on
And never left your heart where it don't belong
If the wind would change, bring you back again, my love
Come Hell or high water, we will rise above
You are what I believe in, you are enough
Oh, life's for the the livin', I won't be givin' up
Oh, you taught me how to, you taught me how to love
Take all I cherished, beat me 'til my body's numb
But life's for the livin', I won't be givin' up
On you
On you
On you
On you
Even though, I know you'd tell me to

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

Are you sweet?

 

[PugofCrydee]

The suicide of a perfect mind...