what's wrong with me

[BC-chick]

deleteeeeeeeeeeee

 

[DeadmanWalking]

I'm not sure if I'm on the mark or not, but it sounds as if it's a combination. Your exes have dealt a blow to your self-image and self-esteem. It also seems as if you've been "poisoned by the media". The media shows what sells and apparently that's blue-eyed women. You don't have to change yourself because you're perfect the way you are. Your boyfriend appreciates your looks and that should be enough. It's good that you're going to go get help though.

 

[hidwell]

In my opinion the reason why people with blue eyes and blonde hair are put on a pedestal is because they are in the minority. That's is why so many women dye their hair blonde, so they feel special. I would say 90% of the world's population has brown eyes and dark brown hair. So to have blue eyes and blonde hair is seen as angelic and therefore special. Just my opinion.

 

[shakethelight]

well, I am not a doctor so I can't really say anything but i think part of it is youve been hurt badly and your self esteem is paying for it. I had an ex once tell me I was perfect for him ONLY if I was skinnier. And I loved him. It crushed my soul. ( this was 9 yrs ago) and ever since then ive been obsessed with weight. I joined the gym. I stopped eating. I started taking diet pills and laxatives. Everything has been about food & weight. so I assume because youve been hurt you need some type of validation. you probably think because he hurt you everyone else is the same. I hope you realize youre beautiful no matter what color your eyes are.

 

[coyote]

it is my understanding that "blue" eyes are, in fact, colorless - there is no blue pigment in the iris - you merely see the scattering/reflection of light, the same thing that makes the sky blue

i have no idea if this is helpful at all

my eyes are very light blue

and my hair is very pale blonde

i'm neither angel nor demon, i assure you