jt
Active member
I'm really up to it all the way. This SA has been ruining my life for 4 years now. I am really, really up to it all the way. Naturally I would never have this crap, but I moved over 13 times I think it is, and it got me twisted - anti social behavior. I know I have this character where I would have tons of friends, a great circle, but the thing that has locked my personality is this damn atrocious beast known as social phobia.
It's tough to explain. I lead convo's good, but it depends really. I cant stand in front of people, my hands temble, and I feel sick. Honestly, I gotta cure this before it turns me nuts or kills me.
Honestly now, I'd love one of those tablets people mention on this site - but of course Im not strong enough to go kick in the docs doors and declare one.
It's really killing me guys, this damn thing is keeping me locked. And I can feel my strong personality wanting to be out there - but it cant. SA has got me pinned!
It's tough to explain. I lead convo's good, but it depends really. I cant stand in front of people, my hands temble, and I feel sick. Honestly, I gotta cure this before it turns me nuts or kills me.
Honestly now, I'd love one of those tablets people mention on this site - but of course Im not strong enough to go kick in the docs doors and declare one.
It's really killing me guys, this damn thing is keeping me locked. And I can feel my strong personality wanting to be out there - but it cant. SA has got me pinned!