Chilling__Echo
Well-known member
well it's 8:30 on a wednesday night and it's been a week since i've here from the guy i met on the internet that i met for the first time when we went on a date last... i don't know what day last week. and we've barely talked online since.
he works alot. and it's exam time. did i mention he's a GREAT GREAT guy?? i thought we both had a great time - i did!! and i got the signals from him that he was feelin it too. i stayed at his appartment til 3:30 in the morning - we didn't even see the movie we were supposed to go to! and we just talked.
i can take a fucking "no". just don't ignore me. i feel like a stalker b/c i've invited him to do things and he either says it's a good idea and something comes up or he isn't online anymore.
fuck fuck FUCK
what the fuck are you thinking?? if you want me to leave you alone TELL ME. don't leave me hanging!!! i can move on. i'll be ok! just don't fucking kiss my forehead and OFFER to massage me and cuddle and all that sappy shit if you aren't interested!!
i'm so tired of being single. 3 years is a long time and i got used to the comfort and it's been 6 months since i've had a bf and i knowi have better things to bitch about but right now it's the only thing on my mind b/c dammit i'm fucking frustrated.
why the hell isnt it easier to find a fucking job so i can get my own fucking apartment with one fucking cat so i can live by my fucking self and live my own fucking life and do my own fucking thing.
if there was a scream button on here i'd hit it.
arrrrrrrgh!!!
i'm frustrated with everything right now. that's not all that's going on, it's all i feel like bitching about right now. so there. i'm done. over and out.
he works alot. and it's exam time. did i mention he's a GREAT GREAT guy?? i thought we both had a great time - i did!! and i got the signals from him that he was feelin it too. i stayed at his appartment til 3:30 in the morning - we didn't even see the movie we were supposed to go to! and we just talked.
i can take a fucking "no". just don't ignore me. i feel like a stalker b/c i've invited him to do things and he either says it's a good idea and something comes up or he isn't online anymore.
fuck fuck FUCK
what the fuck are you thinking?? if you want me to leave you alone TELL ME. don't leave me hanging!!! i can move on. i'll be ok! just don't fucking kiss my forehead and OFFER to massage me and cuddle and all that sappy shit if you aren't interested!!
i'm so tired of being single. 3 years is a long time and i got used to the comfort and it's been 6 months since i've had a bf and i knowi have better things to bitch about but right now it's the only thing on my mind b/c dammit i'm fucking frustrated.
why the hell isnt it easier to find a fucking job so i can get my own fucking apartment with one fucking cat so i can live by my fucking self and live my own fucking life and do my own fucking thing.
if there was a scream button on here i'd hit it.
arrrrrrrgh!!!
i'm frustrated with everything right now. that's not all that's going on, it's all i feel like bitching about right now. so there. i'm done. over and out.