OCDd
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So i know a lot of you may have heard my problems and stuff, sorry if i talk to much. but i have ocd, depression, anxiety, and bdd, and adhd, and some other stuff. but i have this really really weird mental illness actually idk what it is. its very bizarre and random and hard to explain but ill do my best. ive had it for quite sometime but i havent paid much attention till now. but basically i link color, sound, words, feelings, and emotion with actions, and vice versa. like for instance, i link walking up the stairs (only walking in the center of the stairs) with the color orange, rain, trees, pencils sometimes, bikes, and like weird feeling of the sun going down. yea i know its vague and what not but it really is hard to explain. also i get these random episodes of confusion where i think what if this really makes sense and this isnt a strange mental illness after all. its like i would be bummed out if it wasn't and that i want it to be one. ive done some research on the internet and haven found anything like this. sometimes the memories and thoughts and colors and stuff associated with different things make sense and i understand them but something not at all. its weird but idk, sorry if this post has errors too, im really tired right now. thanks for reading this and please post you thoughts. God bless