The positive thread

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I am a kind person who takes good care of dogs even when I'm depressed by SA.

I make sure my mother doesn't worry about me any more than she already does

Nature and equilibrium are always there in homely chaos, mystifying and at ease, everything is part of an eventual balance, good and bad complete eachother and thus are equal and don't exist unless created...there is no reason on earth for stress!

I have a purpose; at least until I complete it); to quiet my mind and simplify my life. (I require a purpose for happiness :3)
Happy things:
Music!!! This will destroy you, mogwai, god is an astronaut, helios, hammock, boards of canada, aphex twin, pearl jam, lynyrd skynyrd, allman brothers, outlaws.

And I like tea. Tea is good to me. =]

I choose to love people. Even though they don't love me back.

I'm funny, and I love to write. I think I may want to become a writer, or at least get a degree in writing. Also, I play the guitar and love it. However, sometimes my social anxiety gets the best of me and I get down on myself far too quickly. But, for the most part I'm a likable guy.

lef09012 said: ↑

I am a kind person who takes good care of dogs even when I'm depressed by SA.

I love my dog! She's so fun to play with.

i think i'm pretty intuitive, which i really like about myself.. 🙂

I managed to make it through grocery shopping at wal-mart today. Towards the end I was feeling crowded and irritable but I made it through it and managed to focus long enough to get the things I needed instead of just feeling rushed and grabbing a few items.

good job omnighost! getting what you need instead of grabbing random **** is a real success, i'm unable to do that 🙂, of course going out to a huge place is a big enough success in the first place!

I think a lot and will never ever give into what mainstream society wants of me at least in my own mind.

I managed to go shop earlier despite my anxiety being really bad.

My sleeping is pretty messed up but I'm hoping if I rough it out and stay up all day tomorrow,not give in to sleeping in the day,then I should be able to get it back on track

I had a nice relaxing jog,and havent had an anxiety attack yet and i didnt even take valium 🙂

Had a great meeting with my boss.

I'm wearing one of my favorite shirts.

I think it will be a good day.

I could go out today. I dressed up nice, and looked fine too:)

This is going to sound like it's coming from a braggart, but it feels good to know I'm smart. I keep telling myself that every day because I have to battle all the negative thoughts resulting from people I love trying to put me down.

Stressed out 🙁

sevenroses said: ↑

Stressed out 🙁

This isn't positive 😀 ...but hope u feel fine now as u've let it out here 😀

if not..how about taking a crazy run down the street 😀

After only 3 hours sleep, i woke up at a normal human time ... 9am, and i feel much more awake than i usually do after having 10 hours sleep. 🙂 I feel happy knowing i should hopefully sleep at a normal human time tonight and stop being nocturnal!