no1
Banned
It makes me sad, to see people on all these social networking sites, having pictures of them going to parties and clubs. Especially the young women my age or around my age. The majority have the same kind of pictures. Posing in some party scenery , and it's dark, with drinks in their hands, perhaps some neon colors. Fancy or showy clothing. Girls with their group of friends, girls taking pictures with random guys. Going to the beach,w ith their group. Going out at night somewhere, with their friends. Posing in some type of scenery, having fun, showing off their moments that they're having a very active, fun lifestyle that is mostly about.. well having fun at parties and gatherings I guess.
I look at this, and I start to feel desperate as if I'm missing out. A part of me, starts to think 'well these girls, are surely going to find a mate at least for the evening at the typesf places they go to. People go their to find mates, to have "fun", drink, dance (what is that some sort of silly jig people do with music?), at least for that night...People go out to "pick up" potential mates right? Is that their main motive for going out? Other than hanging out with friends, but why do they just "hang out". Do they really talk to each other that much, or do they just stand around, looking around, doing a jig once in a while. They go their to meet other people.
How in the hell does one do these types of things, and how do they go about, bringing this sort of scenery into their lives?
It makes me very sad. If these people asked me what I do, compared to them, I do NOTHING. I have no friends. But most of these people if not all, were introduced to these sort of situations through OTHERS. Getting together and going some place. A loner like me going out to these types of places is most likely going to end up being very bored unless he's very good at working up a crowd all by himself, and knows all their is to know about any kind of social interaction. Frankly, I'm not the best at that.
My life is kind of empty, which makes others I guess, put off by my emptiness. They don't look at me like they want to do stuff with me. If I do things by myself, I would just be like some sort of tourist, which is still not pleasing enough for them, nor is it for myself. Nothing gets done, I'm just sight seeing,I might as well become a traveler and tour the entire world by now, but where does that get me in terms of securing myself financially for the future?
people do these things naturally, they don't have to push themselves to be a tourist. people meet each other, they bond naturally, with ease, no effort done. they gather to places. No ****ing effort done. But I have to put a thousand times more effort, and get nowhere.
I don't know etiquette. I don't know how things are supposed to be done. I dont know how to be formal. I just am very socially immature, such that people are turned off and progress is virtually impossible without someone to accept me for who I am such that growth can actually be supported. Because I am behind. Nobody wants to stop in the middle of the race and give a hand to me, because then they might lose the race...
Im sorry. Please forgive me, for I may not know what I do.
And I smoke pot to make up for my loss. It makes me feel good but then I crash back into my sad little existence... i guesss. I hope not.
bah.
I look at this, and I start to feel desperate as if I'm missing out. A part of me, starts to think 'well these girls, are surely going to find a mate at least for the evening at the typesf places they go to. People go their to find mates, to have "fun", drink, dance (what is that some sort of silly jig people do with music?), at least for that night...People go out to "pick up" potential mates right? Is that their main motive for going out? Other than hanging out with friends, but why do they just "hang out". Do they really talk to each other that much, or do they just stand around, looking around, doing a jig once in a while. They go their to meet other people.
How in the hell does one do these types of things, and how do they go about, bringing this sort of scenery into their lives?
It makes me very sad. If these people asked me what I do, compared to them, I do NOTHING. I have no friends. But most of these people if not all, were introduced to these sort of situations through OTHERS. Getting together and going some place. A loner like me going out to these types of places is most likely going to end up being very bored unless he's very good at working up a crowd all by himself, and knows all their is to know about any kind of social interaction. Frankly, I'm not the best at that.
My life is kind of empty, which makes others I guess, put off by my emptiness. They don't look at me like they want to do stuff with me. If I do things by myself, I would just be like some sort of tourist, which is still not pleasing enough for them, nor is it for myself. Nothing gets done, I'm just sight seeing,I might as well become a traveler and tour the entire world by now, but where does that get me in terms of securing myself financially for the future?
people do these things naturally, they don't have to push themselves to be a tourist. people meet each other, they bond naturally, with ease, no effort done. they gather to places. No ****ing effort done. But I have to put a thousand times more effort, and get nowhere.
I don't know etiquette. I don't know how things are supposed to be done. I dont know how to be formal. I just am very socially immature, such that people are turned off and progress is virtually impossible without someone to accept me for who I am such that growth can actually be supported. Because I am behind. Nobody wants to stop in the middle of the race and give a hand to me, because then they might lose the race...
Im sorry. Please forgive me, for I may not know what I do.
And I smoke pot to make up for my loss. It makes me feel good but then I crash back into my sad little existence... i guesss. I hope not.
bah.