dannyboy65
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Well today I was open with my teacher in private and told her of my mental illness. Recently it's been getting worse and worse, and it lead to me returning to smoking and losing my girlfriend who I've been dating for almost a year. I'm pushing away people and living in solitude. I told her the work load is making it worse for me to, but I don't want to quit. So she offered to let me do clinical next year and the class work this year. The only thing is I can't be guaranteed a seat next year. I want to do that but I don't even know what I want to do anymore.
On my drive home I started hallucinating and could see a woman in the trees. I've never really experienced visual hallucinations, but that is a sign that I'm getting worse. Voices were screaming at me and I kept hearing ringing of my phone which was on vibrate and not going off. I kept hearing clicking sounds. I am scared of people I've been becoming paranoid and distant. I need help but all the doctors put me on waiting lists. Please help me!!
On my drive home I started hallucinating and could see a woman in the trees. I've never really experienced visual hallucinations, but that is a sign that I'm getting worse. Voices were screaming at me and I kept hearing ringing of my phone which was on vibrate and not going off. I kept hearing clicking sounds. I am scared of people I've been becoming paranoid and distant. I need help but all the doctors put me on waiting lists. Please help me!!