I was aged 13 when my voice started to change & crack, people made fun of me and the fear of this caused SA & selective mutism to develop.
I only spoke to a few people,This group became smaller until I couldn't speak to anyone at all, not even my family.
In 2002 I just stopped talking altogether and have not said a single word in 12 years.
I dropped out of school but was educated at home every day until 16
I have been pretty much a recluse all this time,in the real world at least.
Im 26 years old now and recently came to realise what a dumb f**k I have been and that I need to get things in gear and sort my life out, I have conversed with some great people online from all over the world and my dream is to meet some of them in person.
But to do this I need to talk again, which is proving a little difficult. I have tried saying some words to myself like "Hi" "yes" and its not working out like I hoped.
This was hard to write and I hope I made sense, If anyone understands my problem or can help me in any way please let me know PM if you wish,
I sure could do with your help
I only spoke to a few people,This group became smaller until I couldn't speak to anyone at all, not even my family.
In 2002 I just stopped talking altogether and have not said a single word in 12 years.
I dropped out of school but was educated at home every day until 16
I have been pretty much a recluse all this time,in the real world at least.
Im 26 years old now and recently came to realise what a dumb f**k I have been and that I need to get things in gear and sort my life out, I have conversed with some great people online from all over the world and my dream is to meet some of them in person.
But to do this I need to talk again, which is proving a little difficult. I have tried saying some words to myself like "Hi" "yes" and its not working out like I hoped.
This was hard to write and I hope I made sense, If anyone understands my problem or can help me in any way please let me know PM if you wish,
I sure could do with your help