Crayzorder
Active member
I've been thinking about killing myself.
It's odd...when i think about killing myself or killing people i hate, i gain happiness. Which makes me want to do it more and more, to this point where i tried to kill myself and failed recently (Won't go into details).
I have reasons, meaning, i won't get out of depression, and the whole "Each day gets better" shit is fake, more soever "each day gets worse." Not too forget im seriously interested in religion, and i wanted to see what the truth is, instead of the stupid ideas that are on earth (Agnostic Atheist as of now). School, pointless. Everything they teach i know, i just go there to get messed with or be social (Which i hate.) So...again, no point. But if i fail out, than life would be x10 worse in the future. Oh, and of course because life sucks in general, but that's obvious, that's why most of us our on this forum!
Since these above terms make much sense, wouldn't the suicide solution be much better than continuing with this shit? I can always go for a second attempt.
It's odd...when i think about killing myself or killing people i hate, i gain happiness. Which makes me want to do it more and more, to this point where i tried to kill myself and failed recently (Won't go into details).
I have reasons, meaning, i won't get out of depression, and the whole "Each day gets better" shit is fake, more soever "each day gets worse." Not too forget im seriously interested in religion, and i wanted to see what the truth is, instead of the stupid ideas that are on earth (Agnostic Atheist as of now). School, pointless. Everything they teach i know, i just go there to get messed with or be social (Which i hate.) So...again, no point. But if i fail out, than life would be x10 worse in the future. Oh, and of course because life sucks in general, but that's obvious, that's why most of us our on this forum!
Since these above terms make much sense, wouldn't the suicide solution be much better than continuing with this shit? I can always go for a second attempt.