aha it didnt go well aha and I did do that....lol everone made friends with everyone else and kinda shunned me....lol i did find, if this helps that going to a chinese festival on school grounds was helpful, cause usually if you talk to any chinese person and say ni hao, theyll talk to you awhile...its probably the same with other cultures, and i think it may be a good way for me to get some friends, just wanted to share it with you guys.
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Lonelykitsune
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this sounds like what i know ill be doing all through uni,alone and just feeling like crap while everyone else has fun.and ill turn down any requests to join them because of anxity and self conciousness.i will be seen as weird and only leave my room for class,food and bathroom.ill be4 sitting thinking about all the wasted years and the more wasted years to come.everyone will form groups and leave me alone wih my insane thoughts.ill become a ghost that just glides along unnoticed to class but always imagining everyone is staring at me and judging me.Ill go insane from isolation and either wind up in an asylum or commiting suicide.im not ven starting university until 3 years time4 but i know this is what awaits me,it always is...
How old are you now, 15/16. Thats when my SA starting really bad. Not meant to scare you, just advise. Don't worry about uni now!!! Just concentrate on getting better. No matter how scard u are, DO the counselling thing! Go to your doctor. You can get through school with SA struggling and survive. But what i am finding with uni is that unless i change now i am really missing out. Please don't end up where i am now...